November 8, 2013
The day when the supertyphoon named Haiyan made landfall in Tacloban City, my home.
Approximately seven hours of strong,visible winds that sent bloodcurdling howls.
A day where thousands have died, including two of my most dearest family members
Paige (lilpikachu313), I'm sorry if I lied to you but, Jasche did die on that day :'(
Together with my Aunt Malia, both were hit by not just one but three sharp iron sheets
Although my aunt held on to dear life for more than three hours and still helped us before she gave her final breath... Jasche on the otherhand died due to his waist being torn open and his blood flowing with the rapid waters the tides sent.
One died while the other was trying to escape death and we couldn't find help.
I mean, how could we ask for help... When everyone was busy saving theirselves?
For three days, we've been living in a house with no roof nor a complete wall.
Some prisoners were said to have escaped from our City Jail, and theives were running in the night with the intent to kill anyone in their way.
Our only shield was our rosary beads and our prayers.
And to think that we wouldn't be able to see my two sisters again.
Ate Skye (well in the Phil. "Ate" means big sis... it's pronounced as A-te not Eyt, 'kay?) came to check on us if we're all okay... well, after seeing the dead bodies of my Aunt and Jasche. She couldn't help but cry, but who wouldn't
Other than losing some of my closest loved ones, I also lost my dearest friends...
Out of 58 batchmates in our highschool, 18 died and 2 were missing.
All were my dearest friends, all gone

December 14, 2013
My neice, Kimkim (that's my nickname for her and I'm the only one allowed to call her that ), age of 16, was raped then brutally killed while she was on her way home. How'd we know that before it could be shown on television? A guy from the same school as my neice told us, her stalker if I'd take a guess, who said he saw the whole thing, yet didn't do a thing due to a stupid reason that "he didn't want to die". Although a side of me (who am I kidding, the whole me wanted to mangle the kid. I mean, he admired my neice and stalked her mostly every school day and when he saw her in danger, he didn't do anything to save her because he was scared of Death! Not in a trillion years would he be able to date Kimkim nor even befriend her if she was still alive), my Cousin Velma and her husband said that it wasn't his fault that he was scared, that most people would probably run away when they see such a scene.

But still :'(
Just when Christmas was slowly diminishing the pain we had taken. It returned the pain tenfolds.
Knowing how it feels to hold in your arms someone close to you, yet they couldn't hold you nor feel your arms around them. It hurts so much...

I wanted to post this here on Creed not because I want everyone's attention and sympathy, but because I know that I still have friends here. and that whenever I'm in Creed, most of the pain disapears for a moment and is replaced with laughter and having thousands of people who have the same interests as you... it makes me feel better
I'd like to thank The Whole Creed Family for being such a wonderful group of people. May it be strangers, known friends, forgotten ones, serious people who won't talk to you cause they're busy training, the mods that keep the site peaceful and sometimes the annoying people that makes you realize how complete your world can be through jokes, fights, and internet connection

Thank You Creeders, May All of Us Have A Very Merry Christmas and A Happy Holiday

merry christmas to you :)

I can't believe that Jasche is dead. Why didn't you tell me? I don't even know what to do now...

Sorry Paige... but when he said not to let anyone feel sad about him. I thought of not telling it to all of you
He doesn't want anyone to be sad

That's too bad for Jasche then, because it's impossible for the human mind and soul to not show the imprint one heart left in their memories. Even if you never saw them, never knew them, online you only see one side the person chooses to show. Jasche chose to show a friend. So every tear someone will shed, it's every piece of memory their allowing him to see. Saying he doesn't want to see the times we laughed, the times we cried, is like saying he wants to just forget it. But I know he wouldn't, and nobody does. And we can't stay sad forever. Jasche, you succeeded in life. You left your mark on this world.

he chose to show himself in a world hidden with masks
I swear a part in me died to see his body... lifeless
I know we can't take the pain but please, if you choose to cry for him, let it be for one night
We don't want him to see us sad right? The more he'd see us like this, then what would happen to him then?

I guess we'd be making him cry, too...
I just hope he's happy wherever he is,
Or whatever being he could be now,
Not truly human, but now part of a new world.

I hope he's happy enough to talk to my dead goldfishes. :3

see, he might be doing a comedy act with them or something

Haha, that's funny! I hope he gets to eat holy hotdogs. They must taste great! (I'm a little jealous!)

holy holy mackerell
holy holy mackerell